Tick tock. Tick tock.

The waiting is killing me and it’s throwing off my timeline! I called the psychiatrist day before yesterday to ask whether or not the evaluation had been faxed to the Dr. Fuller’s clinic or not. It hadn’t been. I can’t tell you just how frustrating that is to me because I am ready to schedule my consultation. Honestly! As I said before, the evaluation is the only thing left to do before the claim can be sent to the insurance company for approval. Once approved, then a consultation is scheduled and a surgery date can be picked out. You choose the surgery date and then work backwards from there time wise to start your two week liquid diet. So… COME ON! I have serious short term goals in mind.

At my last doctor’s appointment, he beat me up pretty badly about my morning trips to Starbucks for my venti white chocolate mocha beverage. I honestly see it as THE habit that is the hardest to break. It’s my crutch. I feel like I need it and the thought of not having it really upsets me, so I feel like I’m dealing with an addiction in its mildest form. I’ve noticed that, even when I know I’ll be late for work, I’ll still stop for my coffee. Yikes!