Steady As She Goes

It won't be before October 25th, that's the next therapy appointment I have. I don't appreciate this. I said I'd go to therapy, but why does the surgery have to be contingent upon it?

Oh well, all in due time I guess. It will happen, just not in time to compete in the pageant. I'm sad about that. But tons of other doors will be opened for me. I will be able to have kids, I'll met men that never knew me at my largest. It will all work out.